Rant

I don't get angry often. I am one of those patient kinds. I can keep things to myself. Keep within. Bear it all alone. I always try to reason it out. See the other side to the story. If you have a problem, come and confront. I'd appreciate. Keep it to yourself. I wouldn't really know what to do. Not that I don't care. Bad mouth me. I'll ignore. But there is always a saturation point. I have mine too. Once I reach that point, I'd like to be indifferent.  I try it all the time. More often than not I fail. I did again today. That's one thing on my list I'd like to master. Either maintain relations or do not at all. There is nothing "in-between". For me, that was an alien concept. I hope I  understand.

Serene was my la-la-land where Calculations only existed in the world of Mathematics. Not when it came to human relationships and bonds. Looks like the real world is hitting me like a ton of bricks at the moment!